death before life OR life before death?

I Will Die
I Will
Compels to donate, to give
compels to celebrate, to live
compels to move-on, to leave
i think like that sometimes
all the others this is not how i perceive

SO I THINK INSTEAD
the thought of,
when i see you
of y shud i forgive?
when i see death around
of y should i die
when i see life
i see no reason of why should i live

The body ages
the mind with it
conscious i might not remain
but am i? in state of disdain.
They talk of life after death,
so speaking of death before life!

//i see around
//i feel around
//i see the light that surrounds

life, even before death there is one
death, to live before it or after?
life, started by death or breath
life ,taken or given?
choice hard for some

Dont Regret Regret

Dont Regret Regret (Also the title of this post)
How to make hard choices (not the title of this post)

The title is simple enough for most to understand obviously.
DO NOT Regret that you regret :)

All this time when people called me psychopaths for thinking in some terms i think and acting sometimes the way i act this was a relief because regret is good. The common symptom in psychopaths is that they dont regret what they do and hence they do it.. They don't know what it is to regret and this totally is opposite to the quote i read somewhere.  I have never seen a wild thing sorry for itself. Yeah we are NOT wildlings we were on the right side of the wall when the wall was made.

Could we have been better if we would have done something differently in past? 
Like buying Bitcoins? really?
How do you know that when we would have changed something that we did others would remain as they are? not logical right still a basic assumption. Writing this forces me to mix my thoughts with the second talk i watched just now. How to make hard choices. According to the lady giving the talk and +1 by me there is nothing like hard choice when u face a hard choice then it is because you either cannot compare the two choices you have OR they are equal. So Regret after a hard choice is not done at all. Watch the talk and you might see kind of logically that hard choices are the one because of which we are what we are all easy choices will make us slaves of logic and slaves of destiny.

The best part.
we regret the missed flight more when we miss it by 3 mins then when we miss it by 30 mins. Saying this does imply that i dont take flights very often(comment if you get this part) and then we are all illogical beings.

Phases of regret
1. Denial (Make it go away)(most primitive and illogical thing)(approx=faith to me)
2. Bewilderment(how could i have done that)
3. Punishment(let me kick my self)
4. Perseverance(repeating above three in any manner possible if the state of regret)

<= Reply To All | (see the talk to know what i mean)


@KathrynSchulz - if you ever read this know this you look good with or without your tattoo. and the way you explained what a compass means made so much sense